четверг, 16 октября 2008 г.

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so itapos;s been about two months since iapos;ve written.. My gosh iapos;ve been so busy. With fitness class and work and obviously all the god damn drama, i�was just exhausted..
i have no idea what iapos;m at, weight wise.. Thereapos;s no scale in my house and iapos;ve been completely avoiding my doctor, since he is at the hospital and was threatening to admit me if i continued purging, which i obviously have..
tonight i am supposed to see him, but my excuse is that i have to go to work, and cannot make it in to the appointment haha.. Fitness class is doing well though, basiclaly a calorie burning extravaganza.. What more could i want? the school guidance counsellor did call me in though, telling me that somebody had informed her that i was ana/mia.. Why would somebody even tell, honestly? like somehow, somebody is telling a bunch of people and now iapos;m being watched like a fucking hawk to see what i eat, or donapos;t eat... Whatever. All i know is iapos;m on track, slowly achieving my goals and thatapos;s all that matters, honestly.. I donapos;t even get hungry anymore i was doing so well, not purging for a week and then for stupid thanksgiving dinner, i had to eat something snce my family was there and my mother put goddamn butter in my potatos... I walked right upstairs and purged it all.. Not to mention that it was one of the best purges i had in a while.

how are you guys doing?

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